7.9.07
4th day of ballet;
and tomorrow is openhouse.openhouse ahhh!
im quite scared;with so many pairs of eyes and so many parents and audiences.haha i believed i will most prolly get stage fright, DIEDIEDIE.
sometimes,life is a blunder.audrey is disappointed.
Bury the birth within a graveyard of my sweet sorrows,
Forget all the lies which are embedded within the mist,
Ponder ones existence from the souls body and midst,
Hanging on to the simple thoughts of life's depression,
Please forgive me my lord for my thoughts of aggression.
Shatter my angelic dreams for becoming man and wife,
For remember through beauty I am your precious life,
Mistakes are made from the senses of deceitful lust,
Though I feel betrayed I shall fight through the disgust,
As I give you my heart and hope not to bleed again.
Let the wire around my heart choke my soul to death,
Though I know I'll breathe when the seed becomes lost,
For an affair which destroyed my sanity was the overall cost,
As the memory's have become faded into black and white,
I'll hold on to the flames which kept our hearts ignite.
11:22:00 PM
